I'm growing my branches

reaching up higher and higher;

stretching to find 

the truth 

in all of this

because it's confusing

and I don't think that I'm supposed to be 

so confused.

It shouldn't be this hard.

 Or so they tell me.

I don't want to listen

to everyone else's opinons

about someone else's opinon

about their opinion

on what I should do.

I'd rather hear it from You,

my God.

I want to feel it in my bones

and be dragged by my heartstrings.

To be so sure of 

something;

some direction to somewhere;

wherever you would have me.